I think I'm finally closer to deciding what I'm going to do. I met with several bankruptcy attorneys and they all seem to be leaning toward filing a St. Louis Chapter 7. I've listened to all of the pros and cons of each option. I really wish I didn't need to make a decision like this in the first place, but it's too late for that now. It took me such a long time to acknowledge the fact that I even needed to do something like this. I finally told my fiancee about it too. I hadn't planned on telling him initially, but that's not something I wanted to keep a secret. I felt that he would find out sooner or later. You can't really hide something like a St. Louis Chapter 7 on your record, you know? His reaction was about what I expected it would be. He was pretty concerned for me. He asked if he could go with me to any of the meetings for support, but I told him that this was something I wanted to set right on my own. He actually gave me a compliment. He said he was proud of me for having the courage to acknowledge and fix my mistakes.